I can't do this. Everything I've done is going wrong or has problems. I can't concentrate, I can't even see properly. My relationship really seems to be suffering, as Dan is having his own problems - we can't seem to support each other at the moment - I desperately need him to be strong, but he's too tired to deal with me. I want to be there for him and cheer him up with all his money & job issues, but I haven't got the energy myself. I'm scared.

I want to go home. I want to just pick up my stuff and leave.